LUCKY NUMBERS
The text of a talk
given by Eugene Halliday at Parklands Ishval Audio109
I have been asked
tonight to speak about Lucky Numbers. Are there any superstitious people in the
audience? There are? Superstition mean building things onto things that don’t
belong on them. Lucky Numbers.
I am going to take it
seriously now. I shall dismiss Benny Hill for a moment. I am going to .Lucky
numbers....first I must define lucky, and this is tremendously important. It
means the capability to be in the right place at the right time and to be able
to utilize the opportunities therein contained. That is the only kind of luck
there is. If you are not alert, even if there is the right time and the right
place and the right conditions, if you are not alert to them, you are not
lucky. So, to get lucky we have to wake up. Are we awake, right?
Loki in the Norse system, and locality are related. It means
this capacity for seeing the right moment to do a certain act, the moment that
is favourable to it, a here and now of immediate application.
Now we look at the word number. Notice that lovely English
word in it, NUMB. Those of you who remember your maths beginning, know that
when you present a mathematical problem to Mr Average, his brain immediately
seizes up. Do you remember? I mean a mathematical equation staggers everybody
except a mathematician. The brain goes numb. Now if we take the B off it and
use num NUM, that is a very, very charming word because it means a motion of
power in a substance, a motion of power in a substance, N U M. Now when power
moves in substance, the substance changes its form and mode of activity, and
each number has a peculiar mode of activity, proper to itself and dissimilar to
other modes, so we are to think about number as relative motion of power within
substances and each characteristic differs from another motion in a substance,
in fact the NUM is another form of triple F, force, form, function; the
indivisible triad, the force, the form, the function. Force is your will, form
is your intellect, function is your activity what you do with it when you apply
your will and your intellect. They are
involved in that lovely word num.
Now if we reverse it, it becomes MUN mun, you know there is
an organisation called ‘Moonies’, and
then muni MUNI, is a nice old Indian
word for a wise person and it means a person who can count accurately the characteristic
motions constituting a substance, the constitution of a substance by characteristic motion. If that is known
thoroughly to you, you are a muni. Now
you know the Latin munere means to
defend. You find it in the word ‘munition, to defend, and you know that
communication is not possible with another being unless being unless you are
able to show them that they can increase their power of self defence by accepting
the proposition you offer.
So, idea, involved NUM MUN. MUN means the same as infinite
force, form, function. These three are indivisible like thought, feeling and
will and you can stress one more than the other but you cannot get rid of any
of the three. When you think and feeling
that you are willing to think, when you
will you are initiating a process determined by prior thought and feeling, when
you feel you are evaluating the amount of power in your will or the amount of
thought in your intellect. But the rule is, do not divide the substance, do not
confound the person. Force, form and function are inseparable. We have all got
them and we deceive ourselves frequently into thinking they are separable when
they are not and we do this because, in fact we are able to super stress one or
the other. We don’t get rid of the others, but we can superstress. I can focus
on thought, like a well bred Aquarian, and ignore my impulsive ramsicality of
the Arian type. I can be aesthetic, evaluate a Picasso or some other artist
that I prefer, I prefer personally Paul Klee but that is a bias in the
geometrical aspect of my
mind. They are never separable but we can super-stress them so much that we
forget the ones that we are not focussing on. We can focus very hard and behave
like an intellectual, we can focus very hard on our aesthetic sense and be an
exquisite appreciator of the arts, music, painting and so on and we can focus
on the will to initiate change without regard to our thought and feeling so
that when we stress, it is our will to stress that causes our trouble.
Now this distress means two stresses. You know purity of
heart is to will one thing. If you can will one thing, there is no
contradiction in you and providing the odds externally to you are not too great
you must fulfil your purpose.
We will now start with
the numbers. We are going to deal with one to seven because they are rather
basic numbers, they correspond with seven aspects of the human psyche; they are
also used symbolically under the names of the seven planets, which are not
referring to those objects in the sky but to the universal field of power which
precipitated those planets.
We will start with the number one and you will observe
immediately that the number one is spelled with three letters in English, in
French in the female at least, in German, in Italian and so on; we find three
letters as in the Hebrew as three
letters put together mean one. Now, why do they mean one? We have already said
why, you cannot separate the triple F, force, form, function, so if one is
there the three are there. So the problem is raised, if one-ness has three
aspects, namely force and form and function, how are you going to make sure
that you do not forget those three aspects so that you can operate from them
immediately in perfect balance.
Now some of the great mystics of the Seventeenth Century
insisted on what they called the Temperament. Now temperament means
balance. Most people popularly, think
temperament means imbalance. “Oh he is temperamental,” that means he can be
knocked off balance. It is the exact opposite. The word ‘temperament’, like the
word ‘tempering’ in steel, means to put a thing into its best condition. When
you temper a thing, you will heat it up and you will plunge it into water or
oil or some other fluid and you will make it so it compacts itself together and
attains a unity that it didn’t have before. Now to get this unity, we actually
have to practice watching our own internal conditions in which we think
reflectively, that is that we will to
think, not just to think that we think,
not just to will, but to will that we will, not just to feel aesthetically
but to feel that we feel. We must make everything reflexive, reflexive will,
reflexive feeling, reflexive thinking are very powerful because the reflection
makes them into a unity like those we find when we temper steel. Without
tempering that steel will not be very good in a battle. Those of you who know
the art of making Samurai swords by folding and banging, folding and banging
and it finally results in a very peculiar unity of flexibility of strength, of
cutting edge all at once in one sword.
Now we need that kind of mind a minimalist can think about thinking, think about feeling, think about willing; a heart that can feel about thinking, feel about feeling, feel about willing; a will that can will about thinking will to feel, will to will. When we get this we have got a magical nine haven’t we? Who said, “Hmmmm?” Mathematician in the front row. Actually she is. She says, “No.” But she is the manageress of a very successful business and now owns half of Cheshire. All lies. A lie is something laid down for some purpose. Don’t worry about it. Never care whether the lie is a truth or a falsity. In that case, if it is a truth it is useful; if it is a falsity it will let you down and enable you to have your next lesson. I apologise Ghreta. Will you let me finish my apology; Apology is only saying words on top of the situation to cover it up. Beware of apologists. Apologue.
Back to one, now if we don’t get oneness in our lives in what
we do, we are bound, I mean bound, like tied up, to fail. We are bound if we
don’t get unity, to think with a stress which ignores feeling and will or we
feel with a stress that ignores thinking and willing, or we will with a stress
that ignores thinking and feeling. So we are bound to be unsuccessful if we
don’t get unity. Unity is all we need. If we get unity we have a very funny
thing that goes with it. Would you like it? Ghreta would like it. It is
omniscience, omnipotence and omnipresence. You think that is a big order, but
it isn’t really because, in actual fact, the human mind and soul knows the
world that it knows only because that world is inside it. So it is no bigger
than you are when you are reflexive. The world that you see, apparently outside
you is a projection of your intention that there be a world.
Now David has put me this instrument here so if I felt like
drawing, which I probably won’t, on principle, I can do so. Now he projected that here.
Did he know if I wanted it tonight? He told me I have got a pencil that works,
a thin one and a thick one, very nice. That is his projection, but he read my
intention, so it is both our projections. The world we live in is a construct
of all our intentionalities. Every one of us is contributing into a vast, I
would say, Infinite, Field of Sentient Power. We are projecting into it,
thoughts, feelings and wills and the totality of all of these is the Universe.
And when we examine it we will never find anything in it other than that we are
projecting into it in order to find it.
In Hindu philosophy that is called Maya.
MAYA actually means appetival
affirmation, ma for appetite and ya for affirmation, maya, appetival affirmation. That means you cannot see anything
unless you have the appetite to see it. Anybody who would like to prove that
wrong stand up and prove it now, or for ever hold their codfish! Can you do it? Can you imagine yourself
examining the world without an intent to see something and without a bias to
prefer this other than that? Nobody can
do it. It is true that we project the world when we examine the world? Thus it
is very important in what ... quantum physics, subatomic physics?
Is there a hand up there? [Inaudable question] – Is the
person also deaf and lacking insensitivity on the skin. You have got as funny
kind of person there. What kind of
person is it, is it blind, deaf and dumb with no sense of smell and no capacity
of feeling vibration?
I saw a very interesting film not very long ago about a girl
who is deaf who conducts by vibration. Did you see that? Who conducts by
vibration? The Universe is
vibration. If a person has his back to an avalanche when it comes, that person
is ignoring it.
But it is still there.
What is?
The avalanche.
It is there because it is being ignored. You know that
ignorance means wilful disregard, it does not mean nescience, it means wilful
disregard When I was in Switzerland on one occasion I had the good fortune to
see a friend of mine buried in a small avalanche. I said my good fortune, I saw
it, I wasn’t in it. Now it is very educational, it made me very careful. Do you
know it gave me ears to listen for a little slurring sound and I did not ignore
it. If a bird went ‘oeff’ I thought
possible avalanche! Now when you turn and look backwards like that, in case,
that is exactly the meaning of the word ‘respect’. Respect means look back at
and if you have been hit hard enough and often enough, but not too hard, if you
survive the blow, you are alerted in the way you were not before.
Question Answer Have you studied Barclay’s Subjective
Idealism, yes?
Mmm I know a bit about it.
You know a bit about it? Well to be is to be perceived.
So he says.
So he says, well he
was a very good deep Irish ecclesiastical refined thinker. He knew what he
meant. Some people have not understood him at all and bothered to argue against
him and made arguments that he never had and never believed and then contradict
them. But in fact, if you think carefully, being is being perceived. If you
have a being of any kind, a snowball or a lemonade, whatever it is, to have
that being is to perceive that being and you cannot conceive yourself having or knowing a being without perceiving
it, can you? Can I see a head wobble? Why have you gone silent?
Q. Inaudible
act of will to unity. Allah is
One, God is One, Adonai is One. To be
at all a conscious being is to be a One. In How could that possibly be? What are you saying is....
Question
That’s a good one. I’d
like to drag you out, put a rope round your neck and hang you from the ceiling
for saying that, do you know? What is logic in your mind that you could
logically infer it? What does that mean? You have a world, the Logos and by
means of manipulations of that verbal sound you produce conclusions about
something that is not there and posit it is there by logic. Is that true? Course it is and if you agree with it you
agree with the fourth gospel that says, “In the Beginning was the logos, the
word, and without the word nothing was made.” What was meant there was quite
simple, unless you name your sensum it does not become a percept. Let us
distinguish – the sensum, anything whatever that you can feel, - sentire, to feel, but it does not mean to formulate
accurately. It means to be aware, but not of any particular definable, that is
a sensum. Now to turn the sensum into a percept that you can recognise, you
must define it verbally.
Can anyone smell caramel in the audience now? Someone with a
caramel? Can you remember the smell of caramel? Some can, those who try, the
awkward squad will. Those who can. Now where on Earth was that smell of caramel
before we name it? The answer, lurking in the Infinite Field of sentient
possibilities, waiting for a name to evoke it, names evoke mental content, are
we agreed about that? Names evoke mental content. Vocare est invocare, to voice is to invoke. As soon as you name
something – let us take a single letter, the indefinite article A. Does it mean
nothing? Or does it mean an undefined article, but nevertheless an article? It
has got a meaning. You cannot utter a letter, a single letter without invoking
a correspondence for it in your mind.
Right, let us go back to oneness again because it is the most important thing we can think of, Adonai echad, The Lord is one. He is not one because He is not differentiated, He is one because his differentiations are held together by an act of will to unity, not a sloppy one like an unbelievable inestimable jellyfish, a oneness of an the act of becoming conscious. You focus, you deliberately try to posit yourself as an observer.
One, spelled with three letters, one of which means force,
one means form, one means function. In Christianity that is called Father, Son
and Holy Ghost or Holy Spirit. Father means the Power, will; Son means the
intellect, the logic, and the Holy Spirit is the aggression of activity from
the will and the intellect. Those three are never separable but we can
super-stress one at the expense of the other two or super-stress two at the
expense of the remaining one. We can do it, we frequently do it, it is the
biggest single cause of the world’s disgusting present condition. We know we are all in danger of elimination
by nuclear weapons don’t we? Who were the men that designed them, who were the
men that made them, who were the men in charge of them and who do they ask
first? Seriously. Have they gone to the
people and said do you want them? But some idiot at some level will say the
voice of the people has declared itself for nuclear weapons, even at the
expense of the elimination of the human race, because the alternative is
another fellow might eliminate us. There are many countries today quietly
working away on nuclear weapons and when they get one they will tend to look
for an opportunity, an excuse, to use it. And as from Moscow yesterday when a
submarine gets into trouble, “No danger.” Chernobyl, no danger, Scattergood
(Sattesthwaite) called Sellafield now, no danger.
Those who pursue power and want power for themselves over
other people are utterly lacking in intellectual balance. You can’t pursue
power over other people if you have any deep logic, because you cannot have
that power, it isn’t possible. If you talk about democracy and representative
governments and so on to fool people but you can’t actually get unity in
people. There are a few people in this room now, imagine if we got in a very
large room the total population of the world and put it to them what would they
like to be done as the next step of human development would we get a unific
answer?
No.
Well for instance, the baby sitting in its nappy be ready to
vote or would it just say, “Mummy I want a drink? And the old man, like myself,
ready for death anyway, would he care much?
O K. You wish to destroy yourselves by nuclear weapons, what
is the difference between that and polluting water supplies, or using poison
gases or the old fashioned stone with
which Cain murdered his brother Abel? What is the difference? Death is death
when you get it. We would not find a unity of solution if we get all the people
in the world together, because they are not all the same age. Now can they?
Does the new born baby have a vocabulary that can deal with Neil Kinnock or
Derek Hatton or Mr Tebbit. Have they got the same vocabulary? No! If you
haven’t got the same vocabulary with identical meaning, how can you possibly
agree?
First you must come to terms and you must exchange terms and
you must define them in such a way that they are acceptable. Remember,
munitions, munere, acceptable to both
sides as instruments of power, defence, and if you can’t do that you can’t get
the agreement you need in the world, can you? Now I don’t think for a moment,
anybody here could possibly believe that all the politicking, politicklings
gentlemen of America, Russia, China, Europe could possibly agree about the
purpose excepting one factor, one again. One factor, they all want their own
way, don’t they? Doesn’t every individual in moments of honesty, know it wants
its own way. It may
think this is a better way than another one way, nevertheless, it is its own
way it wants as it understands it so that one is a very, very powerful concept.
When we use that word “one” there is, you remember, it has got three letters to
spell it, and one means power, one means intellectual form, and one means
activity based on those two, If we don’t remember that our action, our function
is bound to be deficient. So, if you want to be efficient in any field,
business in art, in life you have to come to terms with oneness. Have we got
that sufficiently clear for the moment?
Oneness is something we must have if we are to be efficient,
and it requires us to put together thought, feeling and will. If they are not
perfectly balanced the act cannot be perfectly efficient. For the time being
that will do for one.
We now go to two. Now
two you make a mystic sign like that don’t you? Just separate two fingers,
I think I’ll try the pen, I’ll try the thick one. When we
write one we write it like this 1. Is that visible or is it too light? Can you see it?
Yes.
You are better than I
am, maybe I am being blinded by the wan light WAN. Now that represents one mathematically.
It represents one individual and individual means that which is in a state of
divisibility from another one.
Now you know that in mathematics, you start with a zero, not
with a one like this one (I). Now the Ancient world, they said, “O.K., that is
circumscription ( O) and that one (I)
is individuation. The fact that this
circle of energy separates the outside from the inside allows us to talk about
oneness, unity.” This is enclosed, this is energy locked up, trapped and that
is energy free, outside. So we want to put that one, which refers to the zero,
that is the discriminating, zealous energy rotation and mark of the individual
which, in our letter, strictly speaking is a dot on our letter i which the
Greeks did not bother to note anyway,
because they thought, if you put the dot there, like that and a fly sits on it,
people would misread it, so we will put a vertical that is less easy to
misinterpret and don’t bother with the dot. I know one Greek professor who says
it is stupid of us to dot the i because the Greeks didn’t. In fact what they
did was to extend the ( .) I to a line which was easier to read, because of the
impurities of early writing materials and faults, papyrus and so on.
Now we are going to put the two together in this form that
means all circumscriptions, and we are
First the dimension is brought into being by an intention of
will but before the intention there is a location where it may be posited when
you will to posit it, but it isn’t there until, so it has no dimension but it as
a location in your mind. Now I will point to a place in the air, say about one
yard from my eye, I am looking at it. I don’t see anything there at the moment,
but when I look at it there, mmmm, I could get a bit of wire, put it on the
ground, bring it up and wrap it round that. I start with a location with no
dimension, and then I wrap round it a piece of wire that has got dimension, so
this is a special kind of twoness. Now, at this point I am going to give a
warning. Every concept admits of a right and wrong use, every concept is
helpful and dangerous.
Let us have a look. We will go back to this one. Here, I think we have got some Norse rune specialists in the room tonight. Here is one individual and there is another individual and they can represent individual human beings or any other sentient entities that might exist, like individual angels, individual gods, individual devils or whatever, but individuals. And then we have this to remember, within the circle of existence we put dots like this. Remember I am putting dots deliberately to point a point. I am saying every dot down there is equally valid as posited by the being that posits them. They are, each one of them where it stresses itself and identifies with itself, has validity absolute Each dot thinks I am O.K., and each dot, remember all power is sentient, each dot wishes not to be subordinated to the will of another dot, each individual human being does not like to be subordinated to another being.
Now self- reflexive consciousness allows you to remember that other people are as likely to want to boss you as you are trying to boss them. There is always the two aspects, one, I’d like to boss everybody, and then, mysteriously, crazy but true, I’d like them all to love me for my beneficence, my benevolence, I only want to dictate to you for your sake so we can be in harmony. I can’t give up my sense impulse whatever I do and I know you can’t. So I know that unless I take very great care, you will dictate to me, but if I try to dictate to you, you will oppose me. Now where is our heavenly harmony if this is true? This is the number two, the mark of duality. The mark of two-ness implies it could be co-operation or it could be warfare. That mark like an X there means the possibility of friendship or enmity, both. In primitive European sign language carved in wood it meant friendly comradeship, keep your eyes open, beware of the gift of Trojan horse from Greek. The word gift, GIFT, is modern German for poison, beware. We know this is true of everybody who examines themselves on the inside. And if they think it is not true, they are either deliberately lying to themselves consciously, this is not too bad, or they are lying unconsciously, which is very bad, because to lie unconsciously is to trap yourself in your own verbal structure.
That is enough for two for the moment. Two good means
friendship and it could mean enmity.
Now Three and TRI, tri, and TR, double
E tree, all come from the same base. The one divides and that is three, tri and
the moment you get this tri, you have great good fortune. That is to say you
could actually balance your thinking, your feeling and your willing in perfect
equilibrium and therefore guarantee your efficiency in anything you do. Or you
can use that against other people with unbalanced triangles. Remember,
everything has a good and a bad aspect. If anything that would guarantee your
unity of thought, feeling and will, could be an occasion whereby you take an
advantage of somebody else who hasn’t got that balance.
Now
there are two religions in the world, there have been since the beginnings of
the human race and they have always fought and always one has tried to kill the
other, and always, both have survived.
One
is called the religion of Cain and the other, the religion of Abel. Now one says,
as an individual I do that the infinite Voidity in which I live and move and
have my being, has no power over me whatever. I am self made and I can utilise
the whole Universe perfectly, without consultation with anyone else.
Is that oil David, or water?
Two
religions, they have always existed. One is
the religion of external ceremonial and the other is the internal
religion of meditation on the ultimate one-ness of being, the ultimate not two-ness of being, the Advaita, the not two-ness of being.
There are two religions. Now one of them has devoted itself to external
ceremonial, to garments, to crowns, to
mitres, to large sticks, signs of authority and the other has not had any interest
whatever in the external ceremonial, the ritual because it has been too busy
internally with its own relation with
the Infinite.
Let
us draw it again There is one religion and there is the other one The religion
of peripheral extraversion ceremonial and the religion of the individual self
examinations in depth, what today we call depth psychology and of which possible Carl Jung is the rough
approximation, the search for the collective sub-conscious. If he had called it
the pre-selective super conscious that would have been more accurate, but
because of the century in which he was born and worked he wasn’t quite ready
for that Infinity of this void space around here is the highest conceivable
intelligence and has control over the circle and the dot. “La ila illalala.” There is no other worshipful being other than one
being. We call it all life, Allah. Allah means the infinite life.
The only worship-able being is the Infinity of Power, consciousness, action. Anything
less than that is idolatry.
That
rotation round there, let us write rota there that is the name of this
religion. The name of that religion in there is initiative, that is the dot. It
is That is an initiatory religion. Now in initiation you do not refer to the
external world to decide what to do, you refer to your centre. You discover
your own personal, deep will and you operate from that, not from an external,
formal impression of the sense organs. So the rota, which turns, to our Hebrew
friend, torah, or a card game Tarot,
all the same root, that which would turn, that which repeats annually, a ritual
round the year, it allows us to observe spring, summer, autumn, winter, spring
again, summer autumn, winter, spring again,, and the danger with this
ceremonial is that it extroverts your attention and if you are not careful
takes you off the centre of your volitional initiation.
The reason why this is so, once upon a time the whole human
race spoke one language and understood what it said to each other. But the will
to power got into them and they began to keep secrets and then they took all
their primitive sign languages and they altered them a little and they turned
them round, turned them upside down, left to right,. Some read left to right,
some right to left, some vertically; all to keep a secret from another people
beyond your domain, and thus arise secrecy and misrepresentation and a
multitude of languages, which is called the building of the Tower of Babel. We
will now look at four. Now with four we don’t have to do one, two three four.
We can do this like we did with the triangle and we get a very good sign of a
brick, which you can build with better. When you build with triangles you put
one there and if you do not put another one there it is not stable there. And
if you do this with it you will either have to extend again like this and this, you will always have this
lack of verticality here and here and you could, of course, become a
Now four means the establishment of the three in a stable condition, so four is the mark of the true free mason. The other day I saw an interesting film about New Guinea, and a marvellous river that as very rough. Did any of you see that film? And it was a very nicely made film and it showed Human Beings being defeated by natural forces. But there was another scene, a scene of initiation of young men, and in this the young men were cut with knives, so the blood ran out of ftheir bodies. And they were told this blood that is running out of you is the blood of your mother, and you are now released from dependence on any mother. This initiation makes you nolonger a child, mother-dependent. Now you are a man, free from mother influence and you are a master of the crocodile. The crocodile was the grandmother’s. Now those ritual initiations of young boys into manhood all have an equivalent of this. You must break the tie with your mother , the umbelical cord must be cut.
I remember, on one occasion, I had to
go to a hospital where a fellow had just been taken in because he had pushed
his mother downstairs and nearly broken her neck. And I said to him, “How did
it happen? You are an unmarried man over forty, how did it happen that after
living with your mother so long, peacefully, how did you come to push her down
stairs? He said very simply, like all true crazy fellows, that is truly with
good perception, “ It was the only time in the whole of my life with her that
it happened when I came out of the bathroom to go in the bedroom, she was at
the top of the stairs, and my arm came
out.” So I said to him, “You have read a bit of Freudian psychology haven’t
you?” and he said, “Yes.” I said, “Would you like to come out quickly?” He
said, “Yes.” I said, “What would you say about your relation with your mother?”
He said, “She hasn’t cut the umbilical cord,” and I said, “Does it matter what
she has done if you have cut your end?”
And he got better very quickly and we agreed that he’d go out and find a
nice woman at his age and with his financial position that would not be
difficult and get married without telling his mother and take the bride home
and let her deal with the mother. So he actually arrived at home with the new
bride that he hadn’t mentioned. And behold peace! There has been no trouble
with his brain since, nor with his mother. The lady that married him was so
glad to get him, she was kind to his mother, and insured her.
When you think in that way, do you know
what you are called? Do you know what you are called, can you guess, (Taps on
overhead projector) ....you are dotty. That is where it is from. You are dotty,
you are an individual, you are a yod.
You are a hand of the Absolute, yod means a hand, yod is a dot. Yod means
an instrument of divinity, like every muslim is a khalif for Allah, like every Christian is supposed to be doing the
work of God, like every Hindu is doing similarly [ apart from sectarian influences]
So four square means you are a mason, a ma –
son, a son of your mother, but now you have squared yourself up with the reality,
when you can actually stand, actually be kind to your mother without fear,
without bribery actually be helpful and constructive, you are a true Ma’s son,
son of your mother. Now your real mother is your very own protoplasm. Mother,
MO, the principle of substantiality. Your substance is you, it doesn’t belong
to your external so-called mother. When you were a baby you were part of her
protoplasm, an ovum, part of your Father, the sperm, these two got together
without permission of the mother or the father and proceeded to grow into a child,
but that child made its own placenta. The so-called mother did not make it, the
child made it. The child is a parasite on the mother, it is really an
independent entity from the moment of that fertilisation, male or female. When
you thoroughly understand your external so-called parent is not your mother,
“Call no man Father or Mother on Earth,” One is your Father, the Infinite
generative power of the Absolute. That
is four, the establishment of the three in the stable, unshakable
condition so that you can erect in the time matter world structures of thought,
feeling and will which will not collapse, they will be eternal, you will be a
true free ma-son, a free son of your mother, and she will be glad, for your
sake, that you made the break; and you
will glad for her sake that you made it, because you can’t be kind to your
mother as long as someone has not cut the umbilical cord both ends.
Now in time you are serially developing,
one event after another, you have to remember time, because although you are a
live being, later that organism will be dead, so remember time and don’t waste
it. And then Jupiter, that means expansion, the opposite of Saturn, Saturn
contracts in time,
Yes.
It is very hard this you know, now I’m telling
you what I am doing now is easy compared to the fact that it corresponds with. What
we have got to do is have seven, yes? And where will they be? One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven, is that seven?
Yes.
Oh thank God for that!
Now we have got to skip two to do it,
haven’t we? Is that right? Help me please. None of us can do this without the
help of everybody. Count that as one, OK? If I skip two, where do I go, there?
Yes
I’ll try it. I am trusting you, yes?
Now if I skip two again, there? Sure? Is that OK? If I skip two, is that it,
sure?
Yes.
I’m not, if I skip two now?
That
one.
That one? And so on. Mathematician
Ghreta is clearest, and I skip two again, is that right?
Yes.
Now I skip two again, and I skip two
again. Is that right? Thank you for your help. I am quite serious, no single
human being can balance these seven without the help of every other human
being. You saw the trouble I was in unaided I have been practising that for
seventy five years and I still can’t do it but with your aid, and especially
Ghreta’s, you know there is always one person cleverer than another to whom you
can go to get help. Now do you believe it? Let us go through the seven. Saturn,
number one, focus on the point. Do you like it? Well what happened? You
compress it so it tries to expand, and those two put together cause rotation
which is Mercury, and those added together produce heat friction which is Mars,
and those added together produce the Sun which is incandescent and that
produces love, Venus. One, two, three, four, five, six, we only want one don’t
we? What is it? The Moon. Now the Moon is said to be the casket that holds the
others. Contraction, expansion, rotation, heat generation, illumination, love
for enlightenment with due regard to the periodicity of the Lunar, phasic
world. Now when we can do these seven simultaneously we have finished our work,
and we cannot do it without each other’s help.
Lots of men, the anchorites, went, in
the early days of Christianity, in the desert saying I will get enlightenment
far from the madding crowds with no rude strife, all they got were images of
nude ladies in the desert. They all hallucinated. Look at the temptations of
the saints in the desert, they are all surrounded by beautiful ladies, who
won’t go away. They are the projections of the thing that were rejected by the
saint that which you rejected comes back. You cannot afford to reject anything
whatever from your being. All must be assimilated, all must be affirmed, all
must be held and confessed to be part of total, unific reality. When you have
that you have seven, S even, perfect temperament, perfect spiritual balance.
How is that for seven numbers? You don’t want me to bother you with eight do
you?
[Long pause.]
Richard Carlyle once said, “When two
men meet they have a duty either to inform or be informed.”
Thank you.