WILL AND INTELLECT
The text
of a talk given by Eugene Halliday at Parklands, Ishval tape number 75.
I have drawn the letter O. It is going to stand for
the word ‘ALL’. How do you spell all, any offers?
Offers: All, orl, aul, awl
E.H.: That is a legitimate word, a legitimate
spelling for ALL. Maybe you prefer it this way, whorl. It could be spelled
whirl. The difference between whorl with an O and whirl with an
I is the whorl represents the totality of all being and whirl represents the
totality of individual being. Please make a note of that. If you write whirl
with an I and whorl with an O, and think
whorl with an O is all there is, all that is conceivable, no matter how
intelligent we may become, it is all included in that word.
This all has to be analysed by us because we are
said to be in a fallen state. We have fallen from wholeness into partiality.
Partiality signifies preference for one thing rather than another. We might
have ALL for our preference but partiality does not want all, it wants the bits
that it pleases. It does not want the ugly maiden or the bow-legged man. It
wants the beautiful maiden and the long-legged hero type of the midnight movie
fellow who solves all problems. I think his name is Roger Moore!
We are going
to analyse the All and in order to do so we have to cut the All in half. When
we analyse we cut things into bits. When I put a line across the circle it
signifies that we are not going to talk about the whole as whole but we are
going to talk about the whole as parted within itself.
I now have a part below and a part above the middle line. Observe, I have not
destroyed the circle, that the wholeness itself is not
cut but we are talking about it as if
we are able to cut it. In fact, we cannot cut ultimate reality. We can talk as
if we can but we can’t actually cut it. We have not got the power to do so
because ultimate reality is a continuum of power and a continuum cannot be made
discontinuous because it has no parts. The part is an intellectual exercise
that we do to clarify to ourselves. When we look at reality we find that some
of it we know already – or think we do, and some of it we know we don’t know.
The bottom part is shaded. It makes that part dark. The dark part is the part
we don’t know about and the light part above is the part we do know about.
We are going to call the lower part the Dark World
and the part above it the Light World. By dark we mean the Will. Will is dark
but idea is light. In the top I am going to put ‘Intellect’. In the intellect
we have forms. The little circles inside the half represent forms and there is
a relationship of forms. The word ‘form’ is a Latin word, forma, which translates the Anglo-Saxon term
‘shape’ and the Greek word ‘idea’. Idea means a definable,
form means a definable and shape means a definable. The way we define is by
tying a line around a thing. If we can get a cord and put it right round and
tie it, and it holds on to that thing, that thing is definable by the cord we
put round it. Define means indicate the limit of.
So, the intellect is concerned with definable forms
or ideas, but the will itself is not so definable. We tend to think, and
therefore to be intellectual, that is, to have ideas. We tend to think that
when we know something intellectually we are enlightened and somehow superior
to those who are not enlightened and are in the dark. We tend to think that in that darkness there
are the most ignorant living persons. In that darkness there is a will to
subsist, there is a will to live and the intellect cannot analyse the will. The
will is not analysable, no matter how much you apply the intellect to the will;
it will not tell you anything about it other than will is that which interferes
with the intellect. So we have now taken
the All and we have cut it into two, conceptually. This cutting into two is an
intellectual act, it has not cut the will. Our will
remains exactly what it was before analysis after we have completed the
analysis.
Now we want to say, from the individual centre, can
we simultaneously feel, intellectually and will non-intellectually? If we can,
we have completed our evolution.
We want to represent this in a diagram and say,
somewhere, at the interface of will and intellect, there is a point of
individuation in which a conscious individual can become aware of its own will
and its own intellect and conceive how the will has given rise to the
intellect. That is, how the forms, the ideas, are actually made by acts of
will. There are no ideas that are not wills to form. We want to represent this
in the drawing. In principle I should draw at right angles, upwards a line
coming out. There is a line and it represents the transcendence of the
opposition of intellect and will. It represents a marvellous power that a human
being has, not an animal, not a vegetable, not a mineral, that a human being
has of actually coming to grips with his own intellect, his own Will. Though the Will can never be formulated
intellectually, the individual can become aware of the Will in the individual,
to make an intellectual formulation. When he makes that formulation, we are
going to pin, nail or crucify this form, of the intellect on this Will and this
Will on this form. So we draw a line across. We have now drawn the orb, which
you see in the hands of all the best ruling bodies in the world. Look at that
very carefully because it is a drawing of a human being. The dark part below is
the sub-diaphragm. It is everything below your diaphragm and it has to do with
unconscious forces of the Will. It is not intellectually formulable. No amount
of thinking about the Will will tell you what the Will is. You can feel the
Will start its initiative process. You can feel the after-motion of the Will as
desire but you cannot actually feel the will.
Remember our demonstration. When you bend the
finger, when you make the decision to bend it, you can’t feel any energy
expenditure but you can feel your intention to bend your finger. Bend the
finger and before you bend it, feel your intent. When you feel that intention
to bend, what you are feeling there is your Will. But,
you can’t define it. You can define what it intends to do, namely, bend the
finger, but you can’t define the Will itself.
The Will is called the Great Mystery. All the
mystics talk incessantly about the same thing, the mystery of the Will. The Will arises from the dark part and inside
the circle, all the forces of the Will and intellect
weave together. The Greek word for weaving substance or fabric is bythos. There is the privative alpha
before that word and it gives the word abyss.
That means not woven, not byss, not
woven, and it also means the Father or generative power affirms the separation
into two worlds. Two s’s. One is the world of Will and
the other is the world of intellectual form or ideas. Remember the line is coming
up at right angles. Now the problem is, to raise a standard of consciousness
above the level of the dark will, lift the dark will, the so-called unconscious
of the psychologists, to lift the dark will up until you permeate it with
consciousness so that you know what is inside your dark will. At the same time, you clearly formulate the
intentions hidden inside your dark will. The intellect is nothing but the
intentions hidden in the dark will. The intellect is nothing but the product of
the dark will. The abyss, the unwoven is beyond the circle, beyond all
definition. The abyss in religion is called God the father. It is the power, by
self-encapsulation, that is, by surrounding itself in a whirl, by
self-encapsulating, makes itself into a being.
The word being is based on the B originally a
circle, means a dwelling or zone of encapsulation. You are bounded by your skin
surface and that skin surface is your integument, the possibility of your
integration. The skin allows you to work inside you body to develop your own
intelligence and in so doing, to become the master of yourself, your destiny,
your fate or whatever. You become self-determined by self-encapsulation.
The abyss gives rise to the dark will to initiate a
process of existence. Existence means, standing out-ness. The circle stands out
from its background. This background is light. The light is fairly even, it is
an equable light before creation. In other words, the Ultimate, before creation
is an equable consciousness permeated with will throughout and the will and the
consciousness are Absolutely in total agreement with
each other and it makes an equable light. But, when we surround a zone of this
equable light, we encapsulate the zone and in so doing we cause relative
darkness. We see the darkness is of two kinds. One kind, the darkness of the
will, which is not definable and the other is the darkness of the idea.
Remember, from infinity comes in force, turns round
as a number six and encloses a zone and because it is enclosed, the energy leaps
about inside and draws innumerable mogun davids,
various symbols and it goes dark. The darkness there is a special kind of
darkness, the darkness of ideas.
When you think you actually T H in K, that is you
crucify power TH in K enclosure, TH in K, crucify power in enclosure. So there are two kinds of darkness. One is
the darkness of the necessarily undefinable will and the other is the darkness
of the idea which makes you think you know something and what you know is an
idea, not the will. There are many scriptures that say there is darkness and
there is gross darkness. Also there are many commentators saying about the
darkness. There is the darkness of the people who know nothing and there is the
greater darkness of people that know something, because those who know
something are trapped by their ideas into thinking that they know something
about the causes of events.
Supposing we were to take
the modern empirical science, its assumed power. It is going to investigate
all the planets and all the spaces between and it is going to go outside,
beyond the solar system into space. It is going to make space platforms and
everywhere it goes it is going to have another idea, another invention and it
will spread itself through space with lots and lots of space platforms with
cities built upon them and people. They will all be at war and shooting each
other, like in best science fiction. It will be full of ideas but the one thing
it will not have discovered by those ideas is the Will, the primordial
motivation that determines them to do so. This dark part is below the diaphragm
and means the impulse, not examined, which moves you to act, without thinking,
without sensitivity.
I am going to write by it HAM. Ham means hot, black
dark impulse, one of the sons of Noah. But in the upper part which is above the
diaphragm, it splits into two lungs and one of them has a positive charge and
one a negative charge. You have two feelings, liking and disliking and I am
going to put the name SHEM on there. That is another son of Noah. Shem means
that sensitivity of feeling, of like and dislike, that allows you to name a
thing as likeable or not likeable. Ham does not bother to do that. Ham
impulsively moves towards its objective.
Out of the middle, there arises from the conflict point of the dark will
and the intellect, bringing up at right angles to them, there arises another
power and that power is called Yaphet or Japhet, as the saying is. Just as Ham
means hot, black, unconsidered and Shem means naming by the power of liking and
disliking, Japhet means enlargement of vocabulary through analysis. It is Ya
phet Ya is primordial affirmative action and the PH is one letter, a phi, a peh, phe in Hebrew and the T and the phonetic ee, to affirm
analytical life crucifixion in the head. Christ is said to be crucified in
Golgotha. Golgotha means place of the skull.
We have drawn a three part human being with a
diaphragm and an impulsive dark will below it and an intellective, affective
thing which judges by fine sensitive feeling, like a good Jewish violinist,
like a Heifitz, and then the man who actually affirms
logical chopping. Historically he is the Caucasian Greek. He is the Hellenic
who affirms logic chopping as a means of furthering, of extending vocabulary.
It is significant, that in the Semitic languages you don’t use vowels but when
the Greek borrowed that language, they put vowels into the language to fix the
meaning of the word. The word in the Hebrew, without the vowels could mean
several different things but if you put the vowel in it becomes then, fixed in
meaning and the Greeks love to fix the meaning. The Greeks we say, had a word for it. They were very proud of having a
word for it so they fixed it. So we have three functions. The dark belly urge,
a feeling of like and dislike and an intellective fixatation on the idea.
We will draw the same thing again a three-part man,
a belly, chest, head. We are going to remember and
shade one dark, that is Ham. We are going to put a
plus “I like it” and a negative “I don’t like it” and we are going to put the
sign of Logos, Lambda Gamma in the head, logic. Then we are going to say this.
We are going to take the same symbolism of the three and put gol, which means primordial,
non-analysed will. We see it in the name of the gull, the seagull. Gull means
appetite. That gol is the dark will. Observe, it is the reverse of log which is reason. In other words
it is an ante-reason it is against reason, reason interferes with it and that
same gol reverts itself and crucifies itself and climbs up the spinal cord and
becomes got. If I add an extra T on there for fun I get Gott which is Germanic
for God. The idea of getting the gol, the appetite to climb up the spine and
locate in the head is to become powerful like God. So we have gol, primary appetite
inverting into intellect to find and try to possess power through intellectual
activity. Then, the same power, when it has climbed up turns down and goes into
the middle and there in the middle it is Ha. Ha, H A there,
is the laughter of acquired power. In Nietzschian terms the only legitimate
laughter is the laughter of acquired power, all else is hysteria. Gol-got-ha. This is called the place of the skull. Why? Because in the skull, in the brain, we have total representation of
all our functions.
I am going to draw a brain and put a nose on it for
fun. I am going to cut this brain into three zones. At the back I will shade in
black, the dark will, forward is the gol. I am putting the mark of crucifixion
on form and in the middle write Ha. The link factor, the motive power, in the
centre of the brain, that links together the unconscious, dark, compulsive will
which is foremost, with the well-informed, intellectualised, analysed,
idealogical structure. This Ha means
that there is a way of balancing the power of your will with the refinements of
your intellect. You know the plumber’s bill, to washer putting in tap, £5.
Itemised, washer, 4pence, the rest is knowing how to
put it in. The intellect knows how to handle the power. To striking with the
hammer, four pence, to knowing how and where to strike
five pounds.
The laughter of acquired power means you have got
power, which is your unconscious, unformulated will and when your intellect is
developed and permeates that power, then you have,
with the power, know-how. When you have both, then you say “Ha!” An exclamation
mark is a bit like a letter I with the dot at the bottom instead of at the top.
It means, out of a point of meditation springs up a startlement. Hidden in the
point was an amazing secret. The point of individuation, which is the point
where the will and the feeling meet which elevates itself to produce the
intellectual analysis of the intellect itself, the aesthetic evaluation of the
idea and the feeling sensitivity of the unconscious, formless will.
When we get a primitive word, many of them were
built with three letters, some of them with two but many of them with three, to express certain concepts I am going to write down
a word from a Persian hero-god, Mithras. Then I am going to take the middle
letter and polarise it out towards ras and tim. We
read this word from the centre, both ways. Tim means fear and time. The only
reason we perceive things in time is because we fear their loss. The word
tim-id, timid, means time-form. Part of that H which means power, polarises
towards fear and part of it polarises towards ruling active self.
Ras is a prince or ruler. So, there are two kinds of people there, boss–type
people and timid people. The rule of the boss-type was, if somebody is afraid,
kick him and jump on him and increase his fear and then tell him to chop the
wood. That was a very ancient rule, well tried by all the governments of the
world and still has a utility function in the modern world. If they are
frightened, terrify them, if they are not, diplomatise with them. In the middle
I am going to write the archaic word for priest, Hieros, that is the word for
priest. The function of the priest in the ancient world was to balance the
boss-types and the timid people because the boss types are always killing
people to demonstrate that they were bosses. Even in Samuri techniques of
dealing with people in the Middle Ages, if a person
was really bowed down, his head was, literally, cut off. In
the presence of the other villagers, one head rolls and the others immediately
kow tow. The ruling ones intimidated those who could be intimidated
simply by killing one or two in public. This often caused shortage of water
drawers and wood-choppers, so the priest intelligently said to the ruling
types, don’t kill too many workers otherwise we shall have to go to work. Remeber what Socrates said, “If we haven’t
got hewers of wood and drawers of water we would not have time to think about philosophy.”
The Hieros is the man that
knows that ruling activity can produce reactions, like the French Revolution,
the Russian Revolution and other revolutions of trade unions today, and it
would be better to curb the rulers when they become excessive and to strengthen
the courage of the timid by telling them that above them there is a power. I’ve
done an inverted letter which is a usual letter T, , a power that is three-fold. It is
a ruling power and it is a power that goes into the timid and will lift them up
so that they become on a level with the rulers and the one who knows this
triple power was called the Priest, the Hieros.
When we look at hieros, it is H, which means hierarchy of power, it is
I, which means the individual, it is eros, which means
Love. This erotic principle in the ancient world was known to be more
efficacious by the Hieros. The hierarchic rule was, don’t beat the people so
hard that they cannot build the pyramids, and don’t allow the rulers to get out
of hand by thinking that they are superior to Cosmic Law.
If we then apply this Mithraic
principle to another word, this word, angst, is the German form of the English
word, anxiety and it is polarised by the middle letter, G going to right and
left. On the left side it is a running serpent and on the right side it is a
crucified serpent and the G there means God. God polarises towards anna the running
serpent and sta
the crucified serpent, the anna runs and never fixates itself and it is
pleasure-pursuing. An energy that pursues pleasure and doesn’t like being
nailed down on the results of pleasure is like a pleasure that runs about
impregnating ladies and not paying the bill, to the baby seller. On the other
side there is the same serpent caught and crucified and made to pay the price.
Against this there is God, that is the All-Power of
reality polarises into pleasure and responsibility.
These
polarisations occur in all languages under various symbols When
we recognise the reality is, WE ARE POWER, zoned or encapsulated within a
universal field of intelligent power and that Universal Field has, Itself,
never lost control of its own modalities. Nor can it be conceived to do so
because the modalities are nothing but the behaviour of that Field and this is
why it is said, “God is not mocked.” Nobody makes fun of God because the energy
with which you make fun is His and if you make fun and He allows it He is not
bothered with what He allows. The Universal Field of Power won the victory over
creatures before the creation because the Universal Power is partless. It
cannot be parted, it cannot be destroyed but a being that is encapsulated can
be broken down, can be attacked finitely can be disintegrated. So, the power of
the Absolute Continuum is there, eternally, and cannot be defeated.
When we utter the letter M, we have to close our
lips to do it. We have to go Mmmmm. We
can’t make an M without closing the lips and this letter M therefore symbolises
closure, and in the closure, darkness and in the darkness nescience, that is
not-knowingness, loss of light. That M the Hebrew mem, signifies water, a plastic
substance. M remembers once it was free when it was called a (ah) or aleph or alpha, free, but when it closed its lips to grab at the Infinite in
grasping it went a-um. It uttered the word, “I a(u)m.”
In the very moment of grasping its identity it closed. You see what happens if you
are a free spirit and you are going along like a basking shark lots of plankton
in the Infinite Oceans and your mouth is wide open and you are filtering it
out, and your jaws are open and the supply of plankton is infinite. That is
fine. But suppose you decide you are going to have a mouthful and keep it so
you shut your mouth, a-um. You keep swimming but now your mouth is closed, can
you get any fresh plankton? No, not with a closed mouth.
That letter M symbolises the closed mouth but it remembers that once it was
open because all power, all energy is sentient and feels its own condition and
remembers its previous condition so that M is the basis of Memory, the
retention of the form of experience. So then we have an egoic closed substance
which remembers once upon a time it was free, and instead of opening its mouth
it keeps its mouth closed and then tries to become free, so it is going about
uttering the magic mantra,
mmm, which is reversed in yoga into Om, the magical OM which
splits into a u m, which is waking, dreaming, sleeping; and then the three
parts of the human being. It is going along, egoically closed and hoping to get
Infinite Power into its finite closure. It wants to keep its self-encapsulated
egotistic self-will and yet mysteriously gulp up, swallow, all the infinite
free spirit there is and use it for its own finite, closed purposes. This is
manifestly illogical but this appetival substance which is called mmm-ah,
substantial activity equals appetite, Ma principle, the mother principle,
appetite, because it remembers that it was once free, once it was omnipotent,
once it was in delight, once it was in sensuous, free, unimpeded enjoyment,
swimming through infinity, and now it is closed. The memory of this is the
source, cause of what we call today, evolution.
Evolution is the attempt to get hold of infinite
power without letting go of our finite organism. What kind of opportunity is
there for a finite being with a finite stomach and a closed mouth to retain infinite
free spirit and then keep it for itself and deprive other beings of it. Because, what we observe in time, amongst the timid is
that they pursue power in order to use power over other beings. They want to
gain power, write their name on it, put it in a parcel, swallow it and not give
it away. Then the only time they will open their mouth again is if they see
another bit of power going by, and they will open it and grab and then shut the
mouth again. Evolution in the universe is nothing but an attempt to regain a
lost pre state of free, delightful, motion of spirit and it is a movement which
is found only in closed substances. As long as you identify yourself as a
finite being, limited, inside the skin and think it is your duty to open your
mouth to eat to get the energy, to get the power to boss other people about and
deprive them of power, as long as you do that, you cannot get the Infinite
Power that you see. It is a dialectical impossibility.
When you see that and you say, let us look at this
relation, Ma and Pa. Ma is the appetite and Pa is the precise affection that
arises from the appetite in a process of self refining, increasing definitional
power. The Ma principle becomes the Pa principle.
Now, you know that every little boy, in the womb was
once a little girl. The male genital organs are not there in the embryo in the
early stages. All we boys are little girls to begin with before birth and we
have quite a problem throwing off our vulnerability and extending our little
clitoral finger, clitoris means key to the law, extending it into a nice
aggressive member. We tend to forget, once we were little girls and we tend to
lose sympathy with the others who did not make what we have got, a magical
appendage. When we recognise that the only thing that carried us from Ma to Pa
was the committal to precision. The M became P. They are both labials, they are
both made on the lips. Ma becomes Pa at the precise point when we decide to act
upon principle. Py-rinciple means reason means logic of form. When we decide to
get form, as we get form we become progressively less vulnerable and less
femininely determined and more masculine. A lot of women are terrified of
masculinisation because they think it means beards and moustaches and
undesirability so they try to resist the input of logic into them, because they
can feel the logic means crucifixion of the idea. But the ones that convert
into males commit themselves to ever more logic and the logic becomes a formal
weapon of trying to control the will of a non-formulated being.
This Ma-Pa relation develops itself spontaneously
because the appetite, going about in time and matter, cannot help encountering
stimulus situations. It meets events, it strikes against obstacles and it
suffers pain. It means contraction. Instead of going about with the mouth open
wide, when you get a pain, you shut the mouth for a time being and that M
becomes P. The maw becomes paw, a more precise weapon. When that weapon becomes
dominant then the person who has committed himself to
form, if he is not careful, will tend that by formal manipulation he can
control the will. But we have said that the will is not intellectually
formulable. So, the P can never control the M. The Pa cannot dominate the Ma.
He can try, by the application of ideas, but the Ma, the mother principle in
the marriage, is not actually conditioned because she cannot be conditioned
unless she herself conditions herself by accepting and affirming the idea
represented by the letter P. That letter P in English, in the Hebrew is a Peh, which is a drawing of a mouth, and
it means speech, it means the power of precise formulation. Imagine, when you
are thinking, you can think woolly headedly and get very, very confused, or you
can think very precisely and then you are not confused. Confused means fusing
together things that would be better kept apart.
Every form that is different, like a triangle, a
square, a circle and so on, if the forms are different it is better to keep
them apart so that you can see them differently because if you don’t see them
differently then you will become confused. If you were to draw on the same
piece of paper all the shapes that you know of, one on top of the other and
then look at it, you would bee looking at confusion. A human mind can actually
become confused in that way by having non-precise ideas not kept separate. When
we have ideas that are not separated out according to their categories, their
formal differences, those ideas, they are not nothing, they are energy. There
are no non-energies in the whole universe.
Imagine your being is energy. It is not anything
else. Every particle of matter is energy, every particle of food you eat, you
eat in order to break it down and digest it, turn it into energy and use it.
But, imagine that these energies all
are sentient. They feel themselves and they have their own directives, their
own opinions and they fight their own battles in their own way. So, if you have
got an idea of a triangle and an idea of a square, those are ideas or forms of
energy which will quarrel in your mind if you try to put them together when
they should be separate.
Let us see an analogy from music. If we take a note,
say the tonic, and then the third and the fifth and the octave and strike a
chord, we say that is harmonious. But if we strike two notes close together,
say like C and C#, we get what we call a discord because those sounds are
energies and if they are too near, they quarrel. If you allow them sufficient
space between them like C to E, then they are harmonious. Harmony means free
allowance between beings. If individual human beings recognise that
relationships imply allowing the other being free space to be, and not crowd
them, not to encroach but allow them to be what they are, and then adjust to
what they are rather than trying to crowd too close and thus producing a
discord. The fight between C and C# on an instrument which produces a discord,
is identical, at another level with the fight where one individual tries to
make another individual change form, change character in order to harmonise.
What you get is discord. It is in the inter-space where the harmony is
possible.
Let us look at this three-fold man. Down in the
tummy, you throw your food. You work on it and if you are lucky, you digest it
and convert it to energy and the energy is sentient. That means, if you eat a
lettuce, and digest it, the energy from the lettuce has got its own purpose as
lettuce. If you throw something else, have you tried strawberries and pickled
cucumbers together, have you tried that? You can actually put foods into your
stomach which, when they get there, fight. Do you believe it? Have you had that
kind of experience. A very nice meal, looks nice on the plate, very, very nice
separate meal on the plate, forty two plates at an Arab dinner and you swallow
them all. When they get in your stomach they say, “What the hell are you doing
here?” and they literally start fighting, chemically. Now, you can either
vomit, endure, or have diarrhoea. Please yourself. Once the fight is on it is
going to go on until you do one of those three remedies. My favourite one for
that is vomit! Or even better, don’t eat the forty-two plates simultaneously.
One sheep’s eyeball, one English radish, two chocolate meringues, one scoop of
ice cream, four strawberries, a banana, washed down with something celebrational – like champagne. You put it in and you wait,
not very long. The reason they fight is because they are real energies. Do you
believe that food is a real energy? Do you believe that energy is sentient? Do
you believe that it does not like other energies? Do you know what companion
plants are? They are plants which you can grow together in the garden and they
are mutually helpful and there are some that if you plant them together, they
die. They don’t like each other. Would you think that some human beings are
like that? You get two in bed together and they both fall out immediately and
if you tie them in the bed sets on fire, whereas some, at a very, very great
distance, can actually drift through the ether and lie in an etheric bed
together, with ten thousand miles between them. Do you believe it? It can
happen. You are where your treasure is. Where the heart is, there is the
treasure also.
Your heart
symbolises your feeling capacity. Your feeling is the field force of the
universe in the place where you are. When you feel what you are feeling is the
behaviour of energy within your organism or within any place you care to put
your feeling. So, you feel close to somebody a million miles away or you can
feel alienated with the person next to you. Have you had that experience? You
are in my arms, says the pop song and a million miles away. It can happen. On
the other hand, a pair of eyeballs strike across a crowded room. They can even
leave the skull, those eyeballs, if you don’t watch them. The best thing to do
when you it happening is shut the eye, because you need your eyeballs to work
tomorrow.
When you realise that total reality is nothing but a
field of Sentient Power, power that feels itself and it operates wherever it
imagines itself to be. The word ‘imagine’ means I make. The mag
in that is ma ,the appetival activity, plus gamma, that is condensation. The I is individuated. Image means an
individuated appetival self-condensation. Imagination
means the power to set up a form inside your field of consciousness and so
charge that form that it becomes operative, like a three-dimensional being and
you can posit it anywhere whatever. You can put it in an Eskimos igloo and it
would melt or you can go and sit on the Equator and freeze. It all depends on
the power of your imagination. Your imagination is creative power and if you
knew how powerful it was you would be very careful with it because you transmit
whatever is not in the intellect through space, by the magical power of the
will. The magic is in the Will, not the intellect.
We have a three part being, a trinity, a
three-in-one. That three-in-one is a power to feel, to mobilise feeling and to
formulate. We feel, we mobilise, we
formulate, that is a triple power that we all have. When we formulate it, in
the idea, the formulation is fixated by the definition and it can’t get out of
its defined limits, so it is not magical. All definition inhibits formal
dispersal. It won’t allow an idea to radiate if you have a clear consciousness
but if you have the will to push it, it is the will that can push it, not the
intellect, the will can magicalise, appetivalise, magnetise, so that a thing that you imagine
with full consciousness of will can become a living, vital determinant of life
in the individual and in the nation and in the human race as a whole. It can
actually affect universal energies throughout all space. When you control your
will and set up a volitional form, not limited by an intellectual definition, that
volitional power can produce changes and will
produce changes if you don’t disperse it by intellectual analytical procedures.
How do we feel about this? We sit in our chairs and
think, “Isn’t it strange, there is an Infinite Field of Sentient Power,” and
we, all of us, without exception are individuated zones of that power. It is
that power that individuates as us. Our organisms are just that power
pretending to be organisms rationally tending to define themselves as
organisms. It is only our interest in organism that keeps organism in being.
So, if we lose interest in organism we start losing organism. So, if we lose
interest in our own being we start losing being. Would you believe you could
lose weight through lack of interest. Would you believe that you can put on
weight by being interested in what you are eating. The whole problem of
weight-watchers is this. Do you eat with the image “I am getting fatter,” or do
you eat with the image,” I am getting more intelligent?” The image that you
hold when you eat determines what is going to happen to your food.
We are talking about the subject matter of human
beings as self-evolving intelligent power. We live in a world where, today, we
are being informed that we are in danger of being displaced by computers, by
robots, so that eventually, we would not need to exist. You can imagine in a
world of chip technology with imitation human beings electrically controlled,
you can actually design a machine to make machines to make machines. So, that
every time a machine breaks, another one takes its place. How would you like a universe of perfect
robots entirely determined by electro-magnetic controls and all the human race
has vanished. How would you like it, the thought? Would it be nice?
No.
Why not? Because you think you are superior to
robots You are superior to robots because the robots are designed from outside
by human intelligences but the human are designed from inside by intelligent
self-power. That is the difference, therefore if there were a universe of robots
all acting like human beings but they were not human beings, they were robots,
they would have no freedom. They would simply obey their programming and if the
programmer died they would still go on obeying it. If you had a robot
electro-magnetically controlled butler and he came in, at the appropriate time,
according to programming and he gave you whatever you wanted to drink and he
went out again, and if you died, he still came in, and still went out, and
still came in and still went out,and you are busy
there, rotting in the chair because he doesn’t know. In the case of the human
being because the human being is made from inside out, the opposite of the
computer, the opposite of the robot. The human being is made from the inside
out by his own will. Do you believe that? Do you believe that what you are,
including nose shape, eyebrows, lips, what you are is your design for you, the
according to your perception of reality. Do you believe it? It happens to be
true. Supposing you don’t believe it, then you must believe something
else. What else? The else is this, if
you are not made from inside, you are made from outside and if you are made
from outside, you are a robot. Which do you prefer? To be robot, perfected from
outside or to be a self-creating, self-determined intelligent power operating
from inside? I know my preference, what is yours?
There was a
lovely little book some years ago, called, The Wisdom of the Beast and in it an
eagle and a bullet were flying together through the air. The bullet was scientific
and said that it flew from point to point in space and it gave an analysis of
the mode of flight, according to the theory of quanta of energy. At each point
of space a quantum of energy was expended and the eagle said, “I don’t fly like
that, I fly continuously.” The bullet said, “No, no, no,” and gave its
scientific argument. When they were flying along, the energy in the bullet was
running down and eventually it landed on a ledge and it was lying there on the
ledge, inertic, and the eagle alighted beside it
looked at it and the conversation continued as before. The bullet explained why
momentum had expended itself. “I’m lying on a ledge because my energy imparted
to me in the explosion in the gun has run out. So, here I am, on the ledge,”
and the eagle became impatient and kicked the bullet off the ledge. Which would
you rather be, the bullet or the eagle?
There are people, we call them empirical scientists,
who are bullets. They actually like the idea that they are bullets. All their
psychology is based on bulletry, sometimes Papal bulletry. They can actually be a definition, I am a
machine, do not hold me responsible. If I kiss you it is because I am
programmed by nature. If I rape my neighbour’s daughter and wife it is not my
fault, I am only a programmed computer. So, I am not to be punished, am I,
because I am a robot?” The moral is, says the mechanistic society, “Yes you are
a robot, and so am I so I am putting you in jail.” This is the correct reply to
any mechanist.
On one occasion a student was arguing with me and
said there is no such thing as free will. All things are conditioned and it
means the great behaviourists have demonstrated free will does not exist. I
kicked him on the shin. He said, “You fool, what did you do that for! It hurt,”
and he hopped up and down. I said, “I didn’t do it, there is no free will, it
was a reflex!” Funnily enough he did not believe me! That was very inconsistent
behaviour in him. You see if you are free you can kick mechanistic
behaviourists and they have no ground of complaint. When you meet them, do kick
them will you? Not reactively, but in the spirit of scientific demonstration.
The human being is a god. It says in the Old
Testament, (this is God speaking) I have said, “Ye are gods.” Now, let us
define what a god is. A god is an absolutely self-determinate being. It is a
being that feels, has power and clarity of idea. It is a trinity. It is its own
good. The word God is good, of the same root. If you can be good to
yourself, you are a god to you, but if you disintegrate through misapplication
of ideas, you are a devil to you.
The God and a god differ in this manner. A god is
inside a skin and his authority is as far as his individuality is concerned but
The God is universal, is the Original Infinite Power, which, by its self-modalising has produced the multitudes of little gods
inside it. This Universal Power wills that the individual human being shall be
little gods, determining freely their own rights. It is generous it is
generating power that is why it is generous, infinitely generous. In its
generosity it says you can afford to make creatures that are free. Those beings
are human beings. Each being that is free and self-determinant is called a
little god. But, no god of the created order is permitted to dictate to another
god of the created order, nor to the Universal God. The Universal God is in
charge and the little gods are in charge, each one, of its own destiny, its own
creative activity. But no finite human being that is a little god is correct to
try to determine the behaviour of any other finite being. The battle of human
beings for power over each other is a fundamental error because it can never
succeed.
The centre of each being is Spirit and the periphery
is body and the between land is mind, Spirit, Mind, Body. We draw a circle and
call the periphery body and put a dot in the middle and call that Initiative
Spirit and the space between is mind. Now, the power at the centre is superior
to the power on the periphery. When you touch somebody’s skin surface, touch
somebody next to you with your hand, when you touch somebody like that you have
disturbed their periphery but you have not determined their central initiative.
Their interpretation of your touch is their business. You have no power whatever
over their interpretation of your activity. You can touch the body, you can
beat it, you can kill it but you have no power over the centre of initiative in
that being. Nor can you ever get that power because that centre belongs to the
Infinite Field Power, that Power we call God.
You can’t get to the centre. It is the powerful
power there is inside you and the power comes from that centre, upwards and
flows outwards, through the middle zone to the periphery. From the periphery
you cannot get enough energy to penetrate the centre. So, any attempt to
influence a person from outside by stimulation of the periphery, by stimulating
their physicality, any attempt to do that is doomed to failure before we start.
You can try seduction, that means drawing out the middle part, the mind part,
to co-operate with the external pleasure stimulus but you cannot get that
centre to come off centre. If you do tempt it out with a nice dainty morsel of
food, it has not left its centre. The centre is still the initiative centre.
The mind you can seduce. So, when you have finished seducing the mind and
persuading the body to react to suggestions of various kinds, the Spirit inside
can resent it and send it back to you and is not convinced. Even when the mind
has accepted the stimulus, the Spirit itself is not seduced.
This being so, we have to say our duty to ourselves,
remember duty is the shadow of love, our duty to ourselves, the way we love
ourselves, is to discover how to balance our three functions, feeling, willing
and thinking.
In God, because He is Infinite, He has no problem.
It is His Will, His Feelings, His Ideas are mutually interpenetrated and they
are simultaneous, infinitely, but the human being is sworn to peripheral
stimulation, into separation. He feels one thing, wills another and thinks
another. Remember, that is our work, to put back together the severed human
will and thought into a unity, just like they were before the Fall into
externalisation.
If we remember that work then we have understood the
real meaning of all the religious systems, all yogas,
all meditations All point to the one thing, the RE-HARMONISATION OF THE TRINITY
OF THE HUMAN BEING.