[This
transcript of Dr Fred Freeman’s notes (no known Ishval
number) was by Eleanor Grundy and Alan Roberts in May 2013 - all additions to
the original are in square brackets and italics. Crossings out in this piece of work have the
same content as in the original, which were also crossed out and usually
incomplete sentences.]
[1]
Parklands 11.5.75
Eugene
Demonic Voice
- Voice that says ‘NO’
Socrates’ Demonic Voice only said ‘NO’
Socrates thought of by Neitzche
as turning from
Old
View - life affirming
to New
View life negating - life
controlling
Therefore Demonic Voice will only speak to say No.
Therefore one has complete freedom with ‘dom’ being the No aspect.
Imagine your potentiality and vocabulary
are infinite.
Fall and Pall are the same term.
Aristotelian Logic is
very very clear and very very
wrong.
Because.
If one comprehends another meaning, ie
vegetable (as distinct from human) it shows one comprises that which one
comprehends.
Babies cry because they do not know vocabulary
to order mummy about.
Civilisation is that grouping together of human
beings where there is a tacit conspiracy that everyone will twist everyone else
without saying anything about it.
Alternately we will reach:
- “Cont-emporaneity” with Jesus Christ
ie Here-nowness
gained after it has been lost a very long time
[2]
Original human being was as passive to Cosmic
Faces as minerality is passive to such forces.
God = Absolute
Intelligence which precipitates an objective organism which will be able to
reciprocate fully with the maker
ie man
- ultimately evolves
Gnome = that
which sharpens consciousness.
Imagine you have an infinity
of possibilities but that you have no vocabulary and no experience, no mode of
selection.
You cannot select, because to select suggests
you have had experience.
Immediately after ‘the fall’ was ‘the pall’ ie
Adam was filled with definitions to cover up the realities.
You Fall
when you identify with the definitions and forget that you posited the
definitions in the first place.
ie - you
are then palled.
Plants represent a level of aesthetic response.
ie turn towards, sun, air, water, etc according to like and
away from dislike.
If we think mentation ie counting and
evaluating is a mobile aesthetic then middle finger is dog, ie
seriality.
[3]
Animal can run about and have one experience
after another.
Humans have complicated
Animal’s serial thinking relates only to like /
dislike connected with its body.
This is the 3 part Lower Self.
__________
A Leap occurs in switch from Serial to
Non-Serial Thinking.
Danger in categorisation is that when that
talent is developed the individual is apt to think that all that is needed to
control the world is to extend and comprehend as talent of categorisation.
Category is an intellectual formal definition of
an aspect of reality.
But one has to abandon categorisation
(ie to
leap) to become a free-will individual.
Categorisers reckon there are 3 types of tools
Non talking tools
Half talking tools
Talking tools (ie
serial thinking tools)
Message from above level of categorisers
( too rigid
Condemns the ( too immobile
( incapable of survival
Prophet gets message from above level of lower
inertias and of rigidities. He is above
individual will. He speaks from hexonic field and wills to speak about it.
[4]
Categoriser = built the great pyramids and developed
agriculture and civilisation.
In terms of survival, the natural man is not a
true individual. He is body orientated
and cannot survive.
But categorising talent becomes too proud. Therefore it breeds its downfall.
Society became sick when you inhibited natural
life, to guarantee survival in food cycle.
Therefore people allowed to
release inhibited power for a spell in Annual Holiday. - ie to release the frustrated
energies.
Civilisation is a trick to guarantee the food
supply of the oligarchs (ie the categorisers)
The great secret is:
Every
man is free.
Job significance is essential.
Guardians of state must be initiated into the
mysteries.
Initiation teaches
Mineral World No i) you are a physical
body
ii) you
undergo what it means to be in a physical body.
No.1 - taught
you what it meant to be a mineral body.
You were crushed to
unconsciousness
by having rocks put on you.
No.2 - Initiation
by Water
Water put on you until you
drown into unconsciousness. ie you are
held
under water.
[5]
You understand
what it feels like to be a fluid feeling type being.
Initiation
No.3 Ordeal
by Fire
You are reminded that ‘as to your energy’ you
are a fiery being.
You discover you are fire.
You learn to walk over the fire quite slowly.
Initiation No.4 Ordeal
by Air
You have an oxygen deprivation test and you
learn that your thinking process is intimately bound up with oxygen.
Initiation of Will
You have to face something that no one else has
every tried to do. If it fails, you are
a hero. If it succeeds the success is
chalked up on record.
You have to be tested thoroughly before your hexonic power initiation test.
Initiation of a New Emergent.
A New Pure [E]idetic Structure that has Never Before
Existed.
4 Gaps in Fingers Represent Transitional Phases.
These can be very very
difficult.
ie Water and Earth together =
Mud.
ie
Transitional Phase
between pure materialism and pure aesthetic phase . . .
[6]
. . . is an unclear and unpleasant phase.
Therefore Help required between
Gross Materialist Ideology -
who has a dull but clear mind.
Aesthetic Mind -
is a pure feeler.
__________
Ú Between Water and Fire is Mist.
Therefore
Feeling Life is confused with the intention to do something.
__________
Fire and You
are in Trouble when you are struggling to make a pattern through Serial
Mobility Thinking.
behaves
Electric
Current
__________
Next You
are in Trouble when you are Having to take the First
Step to Initiate.
Step is
Magnetic
ie Volitional
Field with
Field
Flux around
Those 4 Transitions
and
5 Initiations
Make the mystical
Nine
Ten -
How do you go from Free-Will to Cosmic Initiation
Eleven -
From Universal Form to Universal Will
- ie from Power All Form to Absolute No Form
[7]
Human Life is
Pure Spiritual Power which has put itself into forms and to develop through
pure contradiction.
Therefore
precipitates, categorises, etc and to bring all into
relation, so that stress / strain of relation brings all beings to a higher
level of consciousness.
__________
Meta-noia Secret is that
Thou art that which thou seekest. It is the energy going through you that creates
you.
You are conscious
through resistance to the will, ie contradiction, ie energy opposing itself.
The human race
is the only tip through which the Absolute can gain self-conscious
awareness. Therefore it is not the will
of the Absolute that the human race shall perish.
State is a slow
moving beast that has to be stirred into action.
State develops
at expense of spontaneity.
Civilisation is
to guarantee survival.
But human race
is not here merely for survival but for self-conscious striving to attain
higher level.
Today no one
believes there is any value in anything.
(Pre-civilised, pre-individuated state). Matter-centralisation. Set as of nuclii
all over the world.
People who are
aware that . . .
[8]
. . . to make a whole one must get the separate arts and integrate
them together.
Passivity - minerality.
Struggling out
to Grow - like plants
Mobilising of ones self serially
Comprehending
Initiation
Remembrance of
Cosmic Origin
One must expose
God is Called
“Pure Act”
It knows what it is -
“life”
In its
encapsulated state, it is normally filled with
anxiety = but ie negative ) aspects of anxiety
or positive )
Leap is
essential. To get from
serialisation to immediate.
ie Being immediate,
your serial mind cannot keep up with it.
Sensation of
immediacy.
Christ I am the
doer.
Leap is
non-rational from serial to spontaneous.
To leap one
must “cast out fear”
These are two deaths:
First Death ie death of physical
body
Second Death disintegration
of one’s point of reference
Ideational (ie one can carry
oneself through physical death)
Death
[9]
Re Second
Death. I do not rest on categories of ideas, I rest
on the will. The will posits the
categories.
If you accept the definition of another person
of your problems, then you really have a problem. Your own definition of the problem may be
quite different and hardly a problem at all.
The bigger the
threat of civilisation to the individual the bigger the stimulus upon the
individual either to regress back or to develop his intelligence.
I must state my governing concept and
I must state the freedom of my will
Regression and Degeneration otherwise will
occur.
Salvage intelligence of last 6,000 years, so
that human race does not regress.
Ú 2 Basic Governing Concept
Many Men ie
Plurality and
alienation of cells.
Alienation, absolutely and originally
ie
total disintegration of universe
One Man there
is only one man the Cosmic Man who has pluralised
into individual
selves
Total harmonisation of the universe –
There is no middle course.
[10]
Postponement is Guilt
if you postpone
deciding between the two
Basic Governing
Concepts.
There is No Middle Between these 2 Ways.
If you choose to believe in
the Absolute Man - you are harmonious, and consistently
harmonious.
- What is opinion. God makes
opinions, to make us disagree.
If we believe we are absolutely
externally alienated - we can have a
consistent view.
Right Hand Power is
Universal God Belief.
Fiends are frightened of
being found out.
Spirit is Free
Intelligence.
[This
transcript of Dr Fred Freeman’s notes (no known Ishval
number) was by Eleanor Grundy and Alan Roberts in May 2013 - all additions to
the original are in square brackets and italics. Crossings out in this piece of work have the
same content as in the original, which were also crossed out and usually
incomplete sentences.
This sheet was
with the previous although its subject matter seems different. The dates are close so Fred may have kept
them merely for convenience. To date no
more of this lecture or personal interview have been
found. ]
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25/5/75
TREE Means NO THREE
Symbol is letter “Y
ie roots, trunk
Established
Christendom = structure
of State Church on top of Christianity
- a necessary anti-christ, so that men can choose between Christ and
Anti-Christ.
SH = shoot up
- light Up
to Share
- share
R = root
= go
down Down to
Selfishness
= to
be different
Trunk = Law of Life
as you
grow, so you bifurcate
ie
branch (ie break unity)
First break, ie from parent
Second break ie from your children
Air = intellect ) ie we must share both
Light = consciousness )
Root = keep
your differences
good
fences keep good neighbours
Wise = See
whole Tree
ISWS = Jesus
Whisdom = spiritually directed
Wisdom = wisdom ) without spiritual directed
Whirld )
Throne = One who is thrown and who rests
on ones own centre
ie
if you rush back, you are a thrown
being
who is dependent on the thrower.
[2]
Cells in Society is
Bureaucracy is cell
If only by integrity of
AN … CHOR = Snake =
create a hierarchy
Primary selfishness (ie God is the supreme being).
Know the truth and the
truth will set you free
ie
the truth liberates you from the rubbish.
Body is the object and the
consciousness is the subject
So the conscious field is the
subject
U = symbol of earth
Active / Passive =
x
Therefore immediate dualism
ie
body which is attackable, because it is condensed in space.
Con densed = With judgement
Con densed is
to expose yourself to judgement
Thrown
Fallen you fall into
identification with your throwness
Tranquillise you are tranquillised because
you and everyone else has fallen
ie
Mass Failure causes Mass Tranquillisation
ie
everyone stops their creative endeavour
THR ONE = Law
of Unity
THR = law
KURT = short
one is short with