[This
transcript of Dr Fred Freeman’s notes (No known Ishval
number) was by Eleanor Grundy and Alan Roberts in July 2011 - all additions to
the original are in square brackets and italics.]
[1]
Easter Play 1969
Logos - is not logic (Aristotle).
is not a linear,
serial, temporal events
a temporal logic.
Logos = logologic = logic of non-temporal
events of time simultaneously occurring.
Eternity = different order of being, not in time.
Imagine a consciousness
with a spherical eye (like fly) and all serial behaviour occurring within
sphere, able to experience simultaneously all events of universe.
Here – now – dynamic
(simultaneous all seeing eye)
Spherical comprehension of
total reality) = Logologic.
Non-adultery = progressive refinement so as to remove all
one is not aiming at.
So
that goal is non-adulterated.
External,
temporal, stimulus.
Adam = man
Innocence = non-interpretation of events (ie ‘in no sense’)
one interprets through being trained to interpret.
Adult = adulterated by external stimuli.
Therefore loss of innocence.
Therefore
one sees life in terms of ‘value judgements’
- ie
this is right or wrong.
Adult must embark on self
examination in order to regain lost innocence.
In the dying process there is a dying purpose.
__________
Mary Magdalene = basic
appetite
woman, cosmic ocean.
M
= substance (substance which when stimulated
R
= response (responds
Magdalene = process of appetite not controlled uncivilised
[2]
Prodigal = try to get down to lowest level because by
internal
dynamism when one ‘drives’ right down to bottom
one will have to turn round.
Mary = female equivalent of prodigal son.
One does not find human being looking for
basic
materialism at bottom.
There is a limit of centripetal
involution – driving into earth
evolution - driving back outwards.
Most people are not very clear about what they
are trying to achieve.
Lukewarm = oscillations around middle.
Matter
is energy.
Energy
is spirit.
Spirit
has posited matter as its footstool.
Deliberate pursuits of extremes, essential as
one cannot learn until one has gone to excess.
The
doctrine of the extremes. If one is strong enough (without crying
about it) one can consciously define what one is sure about in an absolute
extreme.
L N = flax or
L N function = interweaving of power.
= trying to make itself an object by our
appetite.
All material existence is fundamentally an
appetite.
No sense logical therefore God is a devouring
fire.
One end of being has no intent but reduction of
universe to fire.
Christos = control, inhibit this primeval attitude of
fire
Control = relative death
[3]
Christos = logical principle which stops beings from
eating up the universe.
Human being decides when to relieve appetites.
53 =
( 10 = ordinal perfection
( 5 = five senses
( 3 = thinking, feeling, willing.
Biological age )
Emotional age ) may all be different.
Rational age )
Spiritual age )
______
A human being is always an end in itself.
Christ = anointed one (anointed with oil of cosmic
love).
(in philosophic terms)
Gethsemane = seed of the earth
Seeds of ancestral experience within every man’s
protoplasm.
Jesus had to decide whether to get crucified.
Purpose of crucifixion =
to show how to fixate (ie if I say I will do
something,
I
will do it).
Sin = aim, purpose, meaning, significance, etc.
Sin = aims of ancestors in our protoplasm pursuing
their aims.
If
we cannot control them, this is a sin.
Quick = only way of determining the speed live [sic]
[4]
Egoic
self is built up by giving child a name and building up a definitional
structure. This is bad conditioned
response.
Egoic
self can disintegrate whilst the physical body is still alive.
If after death egoic
structure is still there as an energy system
Satisfaction - that state of being made full.
- every
appetite that is fed continues as a hunger.
- appetite can only be satisfied through a control which fulfils it.