[This
transcript of Dr Fred Freeman’s notes (Ishval number 34
– their title Love and Death) was by Eleanor Grundy and Alan Roberts in September
2013 - all additions to the original are in square brackets and italics. Crossings out in this piece of work have the
same content as in the original, which were also crossed out and usually
incomplete sentences.]
[1]
The Idea of Death
Eugene
Parklands 28/6/75
LOVE )
LIVE ) very closely inter-related
LOVE one embraces something more than ones’
self. One binds together more beings
than one.
Inter-functional
finding relation is involved in love.
Opposite of Life is Death
But
Opposite of Death is Love
Death
= dis-integration of being
Death is a door, it is not an end it is a door
from one phase into another.
Matter is energy. There are no irreducible particles.
Some people think human brain works on ‘the
either/or principle’.
ie: the continuum is either a whole or of
discontinuous particles.
c/f
ball-bearings.
No
scientist has found a single primary particle.
All they have
found
is a “behaviour tendency probability” (which is of energy).
Granularity is the view that ultimate reality is made up of primary particles which
cannot be reduced.
Continuum
is the view of the reciprocal inter-penetration of all parts of the whole.
c/f undulating water in the ocean.
-
the “m” at the end of continuum denotes material particles
but
it does not denote the separation of these particles from
each
other.
If we had the view that energy is indiscreet quanta
of energy, we would be back in the granularity concept.
[2]
Think then that the “energy quantum” is a zone
of influence in a field of power – an orderly system of power.
If we view this power as not made of particles,
then the structure field of energy is whole.
2 Views of Reality
i)
R or
Discontinuous View
(E)
(A)
ii) L or Continuum View, ie non-discrete, non-serial
Reality is that which differs as a modality of
that which does not differ.
KA-RA-NA = Not
created power.
There is an infinite ocean of power,
- which
is intelligence.
This power is creating, in its wave process,
apparent points of intersection
- note a
spinning vortex in water is not an entity on its own, but is a
behavioural modality of the water.
Note. there are no entities whatever in ultimate
reality, other than spinning modalities like vortex in water.
Note. If you do not spin you do not exist.
(ie Love/Life)
L = to conjoin, ie to belong to the continuum
(ie Death)
R = to differentiate, and to fall to bits.
The continuum is Power which is sentient
Note = in act
of positing or compressing energy one is taking energy
from
the surrounding environment in order to posit the energy
[3]
All power feels itself, there is no non-sentient
power.
Therefore
all compacted power become an existence-felt entity,
and
it feels the vacuum-ated [sic.]
power around it to be voidity
ie one gains and loses simultaneously
c/f Genesis ‘good’ and ‘evil’.
What
Adam called ‘evil’ was that which had vacated energy to make
what
he called ‘good’.
In the act of positing, one is vacating the
surrounding space of power modalities.
Therefore
What we call
Life
is Death (and vice versa)
In the act of constraining himself in order to
do one thing, ie through concentration, then one is dead to those things on
which we do not focus (or concentrate), and for that being these things are
ignored, do not exist, ie one is dead to them.
By means of “zones of contraction” ie bodies,
the continuum makes itself more aware of its existence.
BRAHMAN = extended
self
JIVA = individuated, empirical self
ie focussed down consciousness
but extend self is only beneficial to being in
that he can concentrate and compact.
Individual can create gradients in himself
[4]
ie one looks at
something, decides what it is and says what it is
- someone
else defines and/or interprets it differently and then trouble
Power is by its very nature tends to
formulate and function. It cannot do
nothing.
Therefore think if we want to avoid a situation
where A and B each formulate without reference to each other, a situation can
arise where both A and B focus more on the
ie battle can become
so great that participants forget what they
are
there for.
This can apply with nation, family or within an
individual.
If there is a disparity of ideas, feelings, or
wills, this disparity can kill you either locally, (in parts of the body) or
wholly (with death of whole body).
Death is always the same ie Disparity ie Quarrelling of Energy without
Reference to each other.
A vibration of energy can occur that will
disparate with other beings. Energies .
. .
[5]
. . . that operate disparately the being will
disintegrate and fall to bits.
VIBRATION DESTROYS
Therefore we must condemn the Disparity.
Therefore we must find a way in which both A and
B can modify their behaviour so that they do not vibrate themselves into non
existence.
LOVE is the binding concept that allows
disparate energies to harmonise and
co-exist.
Ordinary person has not got
- only
one will
- strong clear concept of like/dislike
Therefore he is emotionally at war within and
vibrating process will shake
individual to pieces, and then he will be dead.
LOVE = process that allows man to work for
harmonising of all disparate ideas.
At level of thinking, if one does not clarify,
it is possible that this idea will be disparate with some other idea.
c/f i) Mother and child
ii) ‘Mother
knows best’
ie
mother would have to know best absolutely and
in
everything at times child thinks it knows best.
Therefore
basis of vibratory energy.
Inside the human being, one has a record of ancestral
experience.
The living human being is the survivor of the
protoplasm of all its ancestors.
The HUMAN BEING has to
LEARN TO TURN THE LETTER
‘I’ into the LETTER ‘O’
IS Live into Love
[6]
If we cannot embrace all these disparate
functions we are going to fall to bits.
Purpose of continuum was to produce a harmonious
zone of thinking, feeling and willing.
How do we embrace disparity?
Through Tolerance we control through
understanding.
Live becomes Love if we allow that all beings
are pursuing the same goal.
Attitudes to DYING
Deny i) Refusal at thought of death
ii) Anger at thought of death
iii) Depression
iv) Acceptance
v) Looking Forward (I wonder what is going to
happen next)
i) BLISS
uninterrupted motions of power
ie
going along with no impedences but where any motion
of power
intersect
spin occurs and one then feels it.
Therefore one tends to contract
on
it in order to get rid of it.
But
as one focuses one tends to focus more on it in order to refuse or deny
it
and it becomes more important than the bliss.
ii) Because
one focus, one becomes pinned and the energy of the refusal
causes
a vibrating rage or effort, ie anger.
ie
one is determined to smash the opposition.
JIVA - this
zone is interrupting my bliss. But
eventually one becomes . . .
[7]
.
. . aware that one cannot win. So one becomes
iii) Depressed. One realises one cannot do anything about it.
Therefore
one decides to accept.
iv) Acceptance. But as one accepts, the energy caused by the
turbulation
dies
down and then one finds oneself back in the Continuum.
v) Looking
Forward
Therefore
instead of merely extend bliss, one has a moving about centre
and
one becomes aware of other egoic beings moving about and one has
a
consciousness, instead of contracting itself down, which is looking on a
transcendental
state of awareness,
ie
instead of contracting down it moves as it wants to.
An
expanding consciousness, can see patterns of opportunity for other beings
along
gradient lines that have been laid down by the field of consciousness.
__________
Level
above Tolerance is
Conscious
Deliberate Reciprocal Interfunction
The
being that concentrates on the egoic level tends to regard that which he
does
not concentrate on as ‘rubbish’.
2
Kinds of Death
i) Death
by annihilation or dispersal of energies into the field.
ii) Death
by Egoic concentration, which closes contact with remainder of field.
[8]
Christianity
is in Cosmos
Chris =
Cross in Circle
This
principle was taught in every major religion.
First
point of individuation.
No
reciprocal relation of the order.
The
first attitude to Cross-ti-anity was rejection.
But
in the act of rejection
energy
was focussed
therefore
became centre of human consciousness
ie the Stone that was rejected became the corner
stone of the temple
(ie of the time process)
If
we rejected the original process
At
the level of hexonic power there was total interference, so that no one
could
do anything.
LIVE Egoic
Individuation
LOVE Zone
of Interfunction - LOVE
LAUGH Infinite
Bliss
Infinite
power.
If
one does not focus on body, one is in the love
Laugh = conjunction
of infinite power
allow
live, love, laff
One
has never been afraid of death naturally.
One
has been taught to fear it by civilisation, built up
progressively
by education.
[9]
When
you are moving about enjoying yourself
Death
is a Doorway to where you were before you were Born.
- Reciprocal Relation )
- Shore [share?] my
individuality ) Death
- Absolute Bliss ) to
) Door
to
There
are no ultimate disparate particles.
Our
being is composed of functions of infinite power.
If
you argue with someone you feed the energy in the other person.
Death
is a fiction, caused by concentration of focus on a vortex which
is
part of infinite field of power.
The
reality is Absolute Sentient Power
(Identify with your physical body as your egoic
self
Death )
Life ) JOKE
Love )
Laugh )
Everything you do is self
precipitated by SP
[10]
When
your evolution is complete, you are free to start your
activity or deification.
__________
If
a human being strain upon a particular course.
The whole field strains away
from
it. Thus the straining causes a ranging or
gradient.
Gradient
exists. The whole universe is shot
through and through with them.
Concept
has an emotional feel round it.
If
one changes ones idea, one will find ones emotional field changes.
Taking
advantage of gradients is called ‘Cosmic Efficiency’.
__________
LAUGH
means “Conjoin to Power”
You
have to do 2 things at once.
i) Be individuated (to find out what I need)
ii) Be conscious that one’s origin is in the
infinite (and that Absolute
in
all beings also wants something).
Humane
individuation
The
Kingdom of Heaven is Power
Not
Egoic power but Absolute Power
Every
human being has a mental horizon.
Therefore
accept your position, find out your dead points;
ie
those of you who are not interested in something are dead to it.
The
ego transfixes you on the world outside and you forget your body.
Your
body is a universe on its own.
You
can die:
- Physically )
- Emotionally )
- Meditationally )
- Comprehensively )
- Volitionally )
- Hexonically )
_________