This transcript
of Dr Fred Freeman’s notes for the ISHVAL meeting on 27th July 1969
was by Eleanor Grundy and Alan Roberts September 2009
[1]
From
primary unity there arises an apparent duality.
If one
man thinks or feels he modifies the structure in the continuum. Everybody is involved in every act by every
person.
[2]
Heart
normally falters on dexter than on sinister side, to
symbolise that have nots on sinister side are
deficient, weaker and penitent. Dexter
side is full and inpenitent.
We
notice that inequalities between dexter and sinister
sides of heart manifest in inequalities of
i)
forms
ii)
drive – conation
iii) affective
or feeling assessment
iv) co-ordination
Imagine
extended into infinite space.
The
human brain is device for selecting a serialising aspect of reality in such
meagre way that they can be assimilated by human being.
L = God’s
larynx. Imagine that the L circle is
inside heart.
= We
must extend both circles to infinity
= (larynx
tongue link centre)
1A = instinct
of the animal order when an animal is in own environment.
(perfectly
adjusted
(perfectly
articulated pattern for its own environment
Animals have situation
responses within own environment, but not a language.
Because
men talk serially they can make mistakes which animals do not do. Man in gaining seriality
has placed himself in position of possible error.
[3]
If man
focuses into infinite he makes no mistake but if he focuses serially he is liable
to error.
In
gaining linear clarity man loses total comprehension of reality.
Therefore
everyone has been born by someone and conditioned by blood and inheritance.
Therefore
in navel centre we have evidence of herd instinct.
All centres
must be congruent to be placed on other centres.
God has
made on one blood all nations.
[4]
- a serpent holding its tail
- spermatic energy
- spirit locked in matter and time
All
these
Spermatic
energy is connected by process by which one collects a cord or navel
Therefore
they presuppose animal instinct.
Presupposed
by S that there is combined (?) closure, and then it can articulate within sphere
of control all that need to be articulated.
Different
methods of counting
ii) Start with star
or infinite
spirit
Herd = intercommunication
necessity
need
for
All
spermatic energy is spirit
- sperms produced by men are logoi
in infinite.
[5]
Heart
centre - this is intimately connected with my affective life wishes, because
extra blood needed to pursue desires.
Heart is
not just a blood pump, it cannot operate effectively
if it cannot respond to effective desires.
The
larynx = law
based entirely (?) on definition
Lar = law
of infinite reality,
but
can only be controlled by speech
Out of
the fullness of life the heart speaks.
From your feelings you chose your words.
There is
an intimate connection between voice and feeling life.
Universal compassion. Each animal
in its own environment perfectly symbolises perfect responses in its proper
environment.
The
proud man says “I refuse to accept as real anything I have not verbalised.”
Dialectically
the navel circle that all men are equal states that potentially all men are
leaders.
There
are leaders in the herd from animal intelligence – ie
politicians, entertainers, etc.
It is
presupposed that there shall also be an articulated leader in the human herd.
Efficient
function, animal world discovered was that yapping, gibbering, etc, were useful activities.
[6]
What is
above is a mirrored reflection of what is below.
Above = manifest
Below = hidden
Due to
double folding
My favourite number is 3˝ mirrored
Opposition
is true friendship (Wm Blake).
Everything
we do in a geometric way is a way of controlling thought.
Invoke =
call in that function from infinite.
Wherever
you are the grass is greener than the other man’s from his point of view.
Therefore
accept his point of view and your grass is greener.
The most
obvious, the most inter-related fact is spirit into spermatised
energy.
3˝ =
think, feel, will and remember there is something left out
The ˝ is your co-ordinated potentialities.
3˝ =
holy trinity )
or primary
energy ) these
are concepts
pure form )
function
Whatever
we know about space, time, power there is also a half about which we know
nothing.
[7]
Any
impulse in a human being in space time power world, he has absolute authority
for so believing because of the evolutionary necessity of opposition.
We have
the herd to consider.
We
ourselves have no power of command other than ancestoral
stresses derived from ancestors and accented.
Great
men have been produced by humanity as a whole.
All clever
tricks (?) of articulated men are product of men studying nature.
Man has
produced nothing than did not pre-exist him.
Real
humanity is important sentient power of infinite itself.
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Discussion
The gap
between thinking and feeling is unbridgeable except by the divine spark of
illumination.
The
human race can evolve/devolve according to quality of discrimination of
sensitivity of will towards different centres.
Without selection no evolution.
Salvation - means washing away properties not
necessary to that being.
Adultery - mixing
with properties not pure to it.
Love - it
is not necessary to go into physical relations at empirical egoic
being.
[8]
To make
a relation one must not be an empirical ego.
A
physical sexual relationship is a spiritual fact. Therefore it must include infinity.
Opposite
to sacrament is material utilisation (?) at physical level.
Material
world permeated by finest energies of spirit.
Symbol
of woman - past
Symbol
of man - future
Symbol of child - present sense of strain between past and
future.
Individual
is child of past and of future precipitated in present – the here now child of
past and future.
The tension
in field
The
spark is the product of the intolerable tension – of attempt to bridge
impossible.
Flash of
illumination does not bridge ..... (?) ends but merely shows that it is possible to tolerate paradox.
I have
to accept to my other paradoxical self-contradiction.
One
watches feeling, whilst one analyses forms.
The
feeling changes as one changes form.
_________
For
every feeling one should find the corresponding idea because an idea is only
precipitated feeling.
__________
Perfect function
is possible only in the here and now.
One is a
functional possibility.
There is
no substitute to sensitivity to the functional possibility.
Every
spirit seeks a body to perform a function.
At the
very moment of doing one finite act one must be aware of an
infinity of possibility.
[9]
A real
poem is a bunch of metaphors condensed.
Men
think they can explain anything given sufficient time.
Women know one can explain nothing given an
infinity of time.
The pure positivity of creative spirit – (the only function worshipped
by anyone).
Matter precipitated
to offer a resistance to spirit to fight and thus to embody function.
The
consciously embodied function comes from resistance between polar opposites.
Property
concept has trapped people as it is non functional.
The
spark that makes the bridge unnecessary .
The
observer is not the observed – is concept to help meditation.
If a
thing is
thought )
)
feeling ) simultaneously
) co-presented
volition )
co-ordination
embodied in physical body.
Walking, physical, objective diagrams.
Only if one
can counsel ones flesh to obey ones though, feeling and volition, then one is a
developed being.
Body
cannot tolerate contradiction, and therefore manifests inertia.
6 faced
being
Six
sides of true metaphysics.
__________
There is
no standard of beauty other than the standard of efficient function
[10]
B EAU TY - includes water
water flows beautifully
economically
economy of energy expenditure in any function is
beauty. Whatever impediment is economy
of energy. [sic]
Any
perfect function in universe if it were not for rival functions would absorb
all energies of universe.
Refinement
of feeling – liking disliking
TUR ) - law of rotation of
energy
BULENCE ) which
create impedences
Which stops world being immediately beautiful.
One
cannot get real desire for beauty without turbulence.
Eternity
is not a lot of time. Time is a process
within eternity to make one appreciate perfection of immediate function.
Turbulence
has been created to generate resistance.
We owe a
tremendous debt to dogma. This is the
means whereby empirical egotism is broken.
The prodigal son is the supreme paradox
One can
only find finite situation.
Dogma –
is very tightly defined ritual.
Whatever
is established
D courses of ultimate reality
G command that it be obeyed (it is good)
MA in the name of your sacred mother
Dogma is
what is asserted to be good and to be obeyed.
Those who are ready for next evolutionary step.
[11]
A verbal formula which I will impose upon all minds below me.
The
amount of energy required to formulate a dogma is very great.
Internally
self-consistent thought structures.
A B = Hebrew for Father
1 2 = numbers
1 + 2 = 3
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(28th
September next meeting)